old hearts..young minds

IS it good to feel old?
is it better to ACT youthful?

recently i realised that i really M a kid..but love being mature about life..
n yet i enjoy simple things like chasing ppl around jz for the fun of it...
hugging ppl for no apparent reason...

n then there is the other side of me..that jz deals with everything neutrally...
actually with no feelings at all..
really startin to wonder whether im schizo

nyways..,.thank u daddy
for being my honey..
its sweet..to be with u..to read ur word..

n yes..to spend time with ppl close to u..with u..
im in love..
i think..
i hope..
if not..im sure growing to fall in love..

bad?good?bad?good?
i dunno..
now all i know is that there really is SUCH a thing as a souldmate..
i believe that love CAN exist...btw ppl..(god is a givem:P)

we shall see whether love enters my life..
the love which GOD has passed to me..through blood..
the love..that results in self sacrifice..being 2nd nature..coz...its for the one u love...
(ironic huh since i think love is overated..yet thrive on it so)

p,s:i miss my family again..bad..
i love mummy daddy,benji,leon,n even'lil' april..
i pray my bros do well for the upcoming a's
tat ben n leon can both get into med
for my sis to remain a good girl n not end up with scars like mine..tat run deeper than the atlantic...
love u...
all