whole again?

live goes one
like a race
..as usual there are the ups and downs
but where is the thing called balance..euqilibrium..
rach..y have u been letting ur heart rule ur head?

but then when my head takes over..
my heart feels uneasy..
coz im being selfish..
im not loving.
m i following in christs footsteps
m i .....imitating him(1 chorin 11:1)

well all i know is that im here for a reason..
i may not know it yet..
all i know is that im blessed
to have ppl look after me
to love me
to always be there for me
to knock me on the head when im being silly
or when i take on TOO Much
or when i slack on responsibilities...

daddy..
i understand..
now.
how it feels to want to..
jz leave the earth n be with u..

when will i be whole again?