i will wait on the lord.

feelings n thoughts...
swirling..swirling...
resentment or rest?
willing or woe?

all i know is i will wait..
i miss ur arms lord..
the hole...
the emptiness...

i cant fill it with nything else..
im graspin at air...

wanting to help..wanting to heal..
yet lost in my own thoughts...
swirling..swirling...

why?

tryin hurts...
im not upset,
but m crying..
y?
y?
daddy.....itai jana...
y?

wat way...
y?

tears dun help..
yet they flow..

tears dun help..
bu y wont they go...

y?