drained

exams,
studies,
work,
my own burdens,
my own choices..
my own....freedom?

drained

mizuno run

still down n out..
tmolo is mizuno..
even if im better
should i run..
u know wat
i think ill run
i know its gonna be bad for me..
i know ill be down n out for mon..
but i guess i still wanna prove that im strong..
10km..
but slowly it will be
daddy..
look after me..

plz..

hitting me where it hurts most

cant seem to get better..
everytie i feel better..
i do somethin that puts me back into the sick bed...
jz hoping this is jz the aftermath of bad water n the tooth extraction..

dadyy.
u really so know me too well..
y..
when guys were my weakness..
u hit me hard..
wondering whether it was u..or the fallen angel..

caught myself thinking someting bad jz now..
for the first time this year.
i nearly asked...
i nearly blamed..
the one i love n love me..
for putting me through trials..

its not ur fault..
uts all mine..

all i can do now..
is drink..
wrap..
warm...\
sleeep...
n pray.
pray praises to him..

i guess ur trying to teach me something..
only the ppl who know me better would know wat..
its been a big problem..
never saw it as a problem..
still not seein it as a probem...
will i be hit harder

*breath*

new month

jz got my pay for the first month.will prob be getting the other ones on fri.
SO EXCITING>.
haha its always nice to hold cash that you have earned by hard work in the palm of ur hand.unfortunatly it has to go to someone else..haha..FOR ADMINISTRATIVE purposes..sigh.wat to do..no one ever said making money was easy.------>>>>nyways..trackers rock----->>>:) always gonna miss those days

Sometimes ppl do funny things to cheer you up.

Sometimes ppl just have to be who they are to cheer u up

funny how god loves all of us just the way we are.

Despite everything.

Worries and all

inequalities and all