i will wait on the lord.

feelings n thoughts...
swirling..swirling...
resentment or rest?
willing or woe?

all i know is i will wait..
i miss ur arms lord..
the hole...
the emptiness...

i cant fill it with nything else..
im graspin at air...

wanting to help..wanting to heal..
yet lost in my own thoughts...
swirling..swirling...

why?

tryin hurts...
im not upset,
but m crying..
y?
y?
daddy.....itai jana...
y?

wat way...
y?

tears dun help..
yet they flow..

tears dun help..
bu y wont they go...

y?

Time is gonna take my mindand carry it far away
where I can fly
The depth of life will dim my temptation to live for you
If I were to be alone silence would rock my tears'
cause it's all about love
and I know better
How life is a waving feather

So I put my arms around you
around you
And I know that
I'll be leaving soon
My eyes are on you they're on you
And you see that I can't stop shaking

No, I won't step back
but I'll look down to hide from your eyes'
cause what I feel is so sweet
and I'm scared that even my own breath
Oh could burst it if it were a bubble

And I'd better dream if I have to struggle
So I put my arms around you
around you
And I hope that I will do no wrong
My eyes are on you
they're on you
And I hope that you won't hurt me
I'm dancing in the room
as if I was in the woods with you

No need for anything but music
Music's the reason
why I know time still exists
Time still exists
Time still exists
Time still exists

So I put my arms around you
around you
And I hope that I will do no wrong
My eyes are on you
they're on you
And I hope that you won't hurt me

So I put my arms around you
around you
And I hope that I will do no wrong
My eyes are on you they're on you
And I hope that you won't hurt me

ppl i love dearly...

im sorry if i ever took u for granted...ppl that love me no matter how much i hurt them..n i know will always be with me...

i love u...

dearly...

love amazing

it still amazes me
wat a lil concern and listen and a smile can do..
i wonder..
whether it works for everyone.
is it a gift
a curse?

thank u lord
once more
for dying
for shedding not only tears..but blood..



exams coming..should concentrate..
but sometimes.u cant help wondering..
y...

blessed

managed to pass 2 hurdles...
a meeting..
went well..
exams..still on going...

still loving..
sometimes hurting..
its all part n parcel of life..

glad its ok..
plz remain tat way...

try...
strive...
love..
urself..
myself..
others..
all...

amen

drained

exams,
studies,
work,
my own burdens,
my own choices..
my own....freedom?

drained