circles

vultures above me..

circling..

circling..round n round..

giving in?

giving up?

burning paper?? quick combustion

smouldering charcoals...

slow death...

maybe?should be? will be?

questions unanswered when a person is bored..

stressed..

feelings?

numbness?

will something pierce the cold once more?

feelings and from the past to the future

im upset.
at somethings i see in the past..being brought to the future.
m not strong enough to face it..
alone..
lord is it a sign for things to come?

hoping not..

is love not enough to pull you through..

mis understandings..

cannot stand..

falling...

i will wait on the lord.

feelings n thoughts...
swirling..swirling...
resentment or rest?
willing or woe?

all i know is i will wait..
i miss ur arms lord..
the hole...
the emptiness...

i cant fill it with nything else..
im graspin at air...

wanting to help..wanting to heal..
yet lost in my own thoughts...
swirling..swirling...

why?

tryin hurts...
im not upset,
but m crying..
y?
y?
daddy.....itai jana...
y?

wat way...
y?

tears dun help..
yet they flow..

tears dun help..
bu y wont they go...

y?

Time is gonna take my mindand carry it far away
where I can fly
The depth of life will dim my temptation to live for you
If I were to be alone silence would rock my tears'
cause it's all about love
and I know better
How life is a waving feather

So I put my arms around you
around you
And I know that
I'll be leaving soon
My eyes are on you they're on you
And you see that I can't stop shaking

No, I won't step back
but I'll look down to hide from your eyes'
cause what I feel is so sweet
and I'm scared that even my own breath
Oh could burst it if it were a bubble

And I'd better dream if I have to struggle
So I put my arms around you
around you
And I hope that I will do no wrong
My eyes are on you
they're on you
And I hope that you won't hurt me
I'm dancing in the room
as if I was in the woods with you

No need for anything but music
Music's the reason
why I know time still exists
Time still exists
Time still exists
Time still exists

So I put my arms around you
around you
And I hope that I will do no wrong
My eyes are on you
they're on you
And I hope that you won't hurt me

So I put my arms around you
around you
And I hope that I will do no wrong
My eyes are on you they're on you
And I hope that you won't hurt me

ppl i love dearly...

im sorry if i ever took u for granted...ppl that love me no matter how much i hurt them..n i know will always be with me...

i love u...

dearly...

love amazing

it still amazes me
wat a lil concern and listen and a smile can do..
i wonder..
whether it works for everyone.
is it a gift
a curse?

thank u lord
once more
for dying
for shedding not only tears..but blood..



exams coming..should concentrate..
but sometimes.u cant help wondering..
y...